Hey B'ful! He said to me one day when I was walking towards my friend to leave for a shopping trip. Of course it felt good. That why girls invest so much time in getting it right! But I didnt give in - let's play hard to get, I thought!
He looked good, spoke well, and was charming and attractive. I almost felt like I struck it right. That was the start - a lot of great conversations followed - each time making me feel more and more confident that I really got it right this time! What followed was a dream - engagement, wedding and so on. It was perfect!
We settled down, taking each day as it came, with a will to be with each other, spend time with each other no matter what. Jobs, assignments, family issues came and went each surfacing one part of us that the other didnt know of. As time passed by I didnt realise how much of him I was becoming and how much of me I was losing in the process. Little did I realise how much of me was eroding away bit by bit.
After a point, he started gaining stature in more ways than one. I got trampled more and more - starting to feel like I couldnt get anything right - my thoughts, my actions, even the way I looked! The only thing that always stayed with me was..."Hey Beautiful!"
And thats what it always is - isnt it? You start with feeling like you're this wonderful princess who the world can fall down for and the rest of your life is spent making you realise what a big loser you are to even think you were remotely capable of being wonderful!
Full circle, isnt it? I'm left asking a lot of questions...are you?
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